Because the world, my world, is better with you in it.
I’m trying to hard not to be selfish, but sometime’s it’s hard. But I know that I can’t be. And I’m working on it, really I am.
Love February 28, 2008
love is always patient and kind
it is never jealous
love is never boastful or conceited
it is never rude or selfish
it does not take offense, and it is not resentful
love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins but delights in the truth
it is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes
love does not come to an end
Prezzies February 28, 2008
I made lost of prezzies today. That SOMEONE better appreciate or I will KICK THEIR ASS. <3
Today very emotional. Lots of crying. But I wasn’t crying alone. And somehow, that made it better. I always seemed to cry alone before. And now, maybe I have someone to cry with. . .
Tomorrow morning is the big day. I think I’m going to vomit (clean it up with comet. . .)
Ah. I’m such a freak
Love me?
Are you sure you really want to be with someone that’s sick? February 27, 2008
The truth is I’m terrified.
I’m terrified that there isn’t enough time.
I’m terrified that I’m not enough for her.
I’m terrified that every text, every im is the last.
I’m terrified that she’s going to get better and realise she deserves better than me.
I’m terrified that she’ll get sick and I won’t be there to make her feel better.
I’m terrified that sometimes I can’t make her feel better no matter what I do, or say.
I’m terrified that sometimes all I want to do is hold her, but that will just hurt her more.
I’m terrified that I might say something, do something, make a joke, that will ruin everything.
But most of all.
I’m terrified of never taking a chance with her.
A chance that she gave me, and a chance that I probably don’t even deserve.
I’m scared I’m not good enough for her.
I’m scared that she thinks that I wouldn’t want to be with her because she’s sick.
I’m terrified and intimidated by her beauty, her strength, her charm.
I’m terrified by this feeling.
Yes. I’m sure.
Hope February 26, 2008
watching animal heroes on animal planet reminds me that there is still some good in the world. that, and kitten and puppies are really cute.
The weather today is gross. I just want to stay in bed all day.
Lame February 26, 2008
I like how I make postings even when I have nothing to say. Today I’m going out to lunch with my mom, which should be nice, cuz I haven’t spent a lot of time with her.
Then I have to go to the doctor to get my Guardasil shot. Which wouldn’t be all that bad. If i didn’t KILL my arm. So I’m not looking forward to going to work tomorrow with a dead arm.
The I’ll probably come home and make a mix tape. Or a shopping list or something.
Or maybe I’ll go to Old Navy and use my gift card.
God, how boring is my life?
I appologize.
I will protect you February 25, 2008
Let’s crawl under the covers and escape from the world.
It’s safe here.
I promise.
Yesterday February 24, 2008
Last night I had a dream. That I asked the most beautiful girl out on a date. And she said yes.
Then I realised it wasn’t a dream.
Be Jealous.
Hallelujah February 24, 2008
somehow everything’s gonna fall
right in
to place
if we only had a way
to make it all
fall faster everyday
if only time flew like
a dove
god make it fly
faster than I’m falling in love
this time we’re not giving up
let’s make it last forever
screaming
hallelujah
we’ll make it last forever
holding on to patience wearing thin
i can’t force these eyes to see the end
if only time flew like
a dove
we could watch it fly
and just keep looking up
this time we’re not giving up
let’s make it last forever
screaming
hallelujah
we’ll make it last forever
and we’ve got time
on our hands
and we’ve got
got nothing but time on our hands
got nothing but
got nothing but
got nothing but time on our hands
this time we’re not giving up
let’s make it last forever
screaming
hallelujah
hallelujah
