3 of my past 4 relationship attempts have ended after exactly a week.
I think I may be cursed.
The good news is, I’m getting better at being rejected.
I just go to bed, sleep it off, and am reletively fine in the morning.
Something good has got to happen to me eventually.
Right?
Cursed April 12, 2008
All the things that are wrong with me. . . April 1, 2008
A list!
Lyme Disease
Depression
Anxiety
Restless Leg Syndrome (RLS)
Type 1 Diabetes
Methicillin-resistant Staphylococcus aureus (MRSA)
I’m sure there are more. . . I’ll keep ya updated!
Spoons? April 1, 2008
Went to the doctor yesterday. What I thought was an allergic reaction/infection from the cream i was using on my tattoo, turns out not to be related to my tattoo at all. TURNS OUT. I have MRSA. Which is causing a great deal of physical/emotional turmoil.
The breakout is on my hip. Which means my right leg and entire torso are out of order. Which means I’ve been hanging out on the couch, with my mom waiting on me. Which I hate. I feel useless.
They also don’t know a whole lot about MRSA. My doctor seemed to think it wasn’t a big deal, but then some websites. . . make me scared. Ugh. It’s just frustrating. I can’t even get my thoughts straight. Sorry this post is so. . . iunno. Weird.
But I feel like a monster.
